so this is it

SIGH

2010-12-26T03:05:00.002+08:00

Why is it happening now? Wasn't it all going too perfect at the start?

I guess sometimes perfect isn't such a good sign after all.

I'll be there

2010-10-22T01:27:00.001+08:00

Dont you worry
I hear you
Everything is gonna be alright

2010-10-15T13:44:00.003+08:00

Nice lyrics

2010-10-15T13:44:00.001+08:00

Nice lyrics

2010-10-15T13:43:00.001+08:00

Nice lyrics

.

2010-08-28T14:48:00.002+08:00

You'll know once you're in my position.

20th Birthday and 1st Year Anniversary

2010-08-24T00:35:00.002+08:00

Hi everybody. Its been quite some time since visited this place. A place I used to visit quite often before something called twitter popped out.

The title says it all.

Awesome buffet with awesome friends. They got an awesome cheesecake for me and were awesome company! Thank you so much guys. Kudos to Darren for popping by and awesome present from Glen and Darren.

One of the rare only group photos we took together hahahaha

Thank you guys again!!!

Alisa celebrated with me the next day by treating me to a simple lunch and happy hanging out around the Orchard area. She also bought me a PS3 game *winkwink* I've yet to touch it cause I have no time!!!

We also celebrated our one year anniversary within the same week. Just hanging out over at my place and we had Japanese buffet for dinner. Thats right, no presents or cards involved. It was just that simple and it was fantastic. We could do this over and over again.

I LOVE YOU DEAR!!! < 3

WHYS

2010-08-08T03:37:00.002+08:00

I have so many WHYS in my mind right now.

I would just like to say WHY cant we just take a step back. Not everybody can do it. Everybody wants to win.

But if you can, you're heck of a person

POST-JAPAN

2010-08-02T22:29:00.003+08:00

It has been a few weeks since Japan trip part II has passed with girl and friends. I dont know why am I talking about it only now. Everybody was counting down to the day we would go on this trip together and it was only gonna get awesome.

So two Japan trips in a matter of 4 months. When I returned to the land of the rising sun. It only reeked of awesomeness. The weather wasn't cold but it was a whole lot better than the country I was born in.

Everything is different even the people there. Not one person is alike. Everybody tries to stand out from the crowd and you HARDLY get judged for how you look.

Anyway I had a hell of a time there with friends esp the shopping and eating part. We looked so hard to find a store called cow books. We tried to find for a town off shibuya and we did awesome shopping there yet again.

We didnt manage to take a group photo probably cause everybody was getting frustrated with the hot weather and the amount of walking had to do. But the memories are here to stay, close to the heart.

I hope my girl-friends enjoyed it as much as I did and I definitely wanna take another trip with them again back to the land of the rising sun.

ANGST

2010-08-01T15:26:00.003+08:00

I'm boiling

ANGST

2010-07-31T22:05:00.003+08:00

Its really sad to see myself getting frustrated over stupid things but I cant help it.

DUMBFOUNDED

2010-06-17T02:32:00.002+08:00

I dont like problems. I like everything to be smooth sailing. I really need this. All these problems are too much for a 19 year old to handle. Who else could listen to my problems. Who else could lend a listening ear and cheer me up. Who else would be willing to stand by me.

Its 2.40am now. I am not in the mood for the world cup but who would tuck me in bed and coax me to sleep.

Maybe Maybe Maybe.

But it is actually all the same

SUCKS

2010-06-13T23:43:00.002+08:00

I know I have not blogged for a long time. I am caught up at many things at the moment.

I'm lost at the moment and I'm really feeling very sucky. This is no good.

Tuesday is the day I'm gonna start really serious training. Like way more serious than before. I dont want people to look down on me. Iron never gives up on me, never walks away from me. Its a true friend that I can rely on.

I cant really focus at the moment. Too many things going on in my head. Too many thoughts.

Anyway I'll keep them with myself. I'll handle it alone.

2010-05-04T14:22:00.003+08:00

Everybody has their fair share of disappointment. Ever felt like you woke up on the wrong side of bed.

I did. Nothing seems to be going my way right nao. I dont feel good at all.

Thanks bye.

MAKE IT

2010-04-22T23:38:00.001+08:00

It is just two days away from the PA race?

All I know is that I wont let myself down.

2010-04-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

JAPAN AGAIN?

HOPE AND EXPECTATIONS?

Well I dont want to keep them too high

.

2010-04-19T11:25:00.001+08:00

I'll be there

when you need somebody

when you want someone who cares

PEOPLE SAY

2010-03-22T21:21:00.003+08:00

People say you will find the person that is worth your tears one day.

People also say you will find the right person that will not even let you drip a tear.

MONDAY

2010-03-22T14:48:00.001+08:00

PFTTT

DOT

2010-03-21T23:54:00.001+08:00

SPEECHLESS

QUEEN OF HEARTS

2010-03-17T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hello Queen of Hearts,

why wont you dedicate to me

million years ago

2010-03-17T11:59:00.004+08:00

The most conventional way to solve a problem is to use an OLD method.

Somehow it always works.

and I am still amazed by her fingers!

HUNGRY

2010-03-17T00:47:00.001+08:00

I am so hungry right now and

oh what did they say about hungry people again?

NOT FAIR

2010-03-15T15:16:00.005+08:00

She has looks. She has the voice. She has awesome guitar skills.

This is not fairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I heard this song a few times on the radio but I would have never imagined she was the one who played the guitar plus she was Michael Jackson's final guitarist.

SEEING IS BELIEVING

NE

2010-03-06T10:58:00.003+08:00

It is never easy when you are all by yourself

But dont worry. I can hear you. I know what its like.

I'll be there

24TH MARCH

2010-03-04T22:56:00.001+08:00

Sweet child.

Where do we go now?

LOOK AT ME NOW

2010-03-01T18:58:00.003+08:00

CHANGE

2010-02-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

People change too much. Sometimes to the point where you think you dont even know them anymore. It is disappointing to see them walk that path.

It is them or is it me? Could it be I never knew this side of them?

Time will tell.

I always say what happened to us. What happened to good old times?

We did not need alcohol. We did not need tobacco. We only needed real friends and our goodbyes to each other would only last until tomorrow.

PAIN

2010-02-19T18:32:00.003+08:00

This pain is so excruciating. It has been inflicted so deep.

They cannot stop shedding. They cannot stop. They just keep flowing. I try to hold back. I try so hard to hold it back. It didnt work either.

Somebody tell me what to do please.

It has happened so sudden. I want to salvage this.

It can be done, its not over.

SIGH

2010-02-19T01:43:00.002+08:00

Pumped in so much effort just to put you through this misery.

I really do suck afterall

TWO IN ONE

2010-02-13T23:58:00.002+08:00

FINALLY A PROPER DATE!

Anyway I ate much at dinner just now. All the BBQ beef, sotong, abalone and prata after that again at Thompson is leaving me pretty bloated right now.

Anyway Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day to you you you!

dot

2010-02-12T00:52:00.001+08:00

I dont know. I dont understand. I suck.

They never fall

They just keep crashing

NOBODY

2010-02-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

NOBODY WILL KNOW. NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND.

BLOCKHEAD

2010-02-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

I guess I was really stupid.

I couldn't tell from the start.

I couldn't tell at the end either.

But at least. Now I know

ACT BIG

2010-02-07T15:41:00.003+08:00

PROVE THEM WRONG. LEAVE THEM SPEECHLESS.

FINALLY

2010-02-05T00:25:00.002+08:00

Finally it is here. I've been looking forward to this day.

Testimonial

Rash-Guard

M-Frame

GYM

and probably some new year's clothes.

I cant wait for 5.30pm tmr!!!

PRIORITIES

2010-02-01T22:40:00.002+08:00

Maybe I should set my priorities right after all.

I'm gonna start from scratch again because I took a really huge fall. I shouldn't have gave up at that point. Thinking back it wasn't worth it at all, not at all.

It's hard to to be humble once you're on top of the world. Its gonna be a long and tiring road. Bit by bit I'll climb. Attachment is ending real soon. No more empty promises, no more procrastination.

After 5th feb. I need to stay focused and disciplined. It is all mind over matter. If I dont mind, it doesn't matter at all.

APRIL. MY TIME TO SHINE. YOUR TURN TO FALL.

RANDOM

2010-01-30T14:02:00.002+08:00

Some local bands are damn awesome. I get this funny chill down my spine while listening to their music.

I think they deserve every right to make it big.

But this is Singapore, you're constricted in every way.

You want to fly, they clip your wings. You want to swim, they cut your fins.

PFFTTTT. Training later on and the sun is looking damn hot right nao

YOU AND I

2010-01-25T01:43:00.001+08:00

YES IT STILL FEELS RIGHT.

YOU AND I

2010-01-25T01:43:00.000+08:00

YES IT STILL FEELS RIGHT.

Bottled up

2010-01-24T14:24:00.002+08:00

Its been something I held on so long for, something I fought so hard for.

I really hope it doesn't happen and go down the drain. I shall stop here and keep the rest to my self

日本へぜったい行って

2010-01-09T14:49:00.003+08:00

I'll work hard. I'll save. I dont need to buy ciggarettes. I can eat less. I am surviving attachment with 2 part time jobs. I feel damn exhausted.

I'll see you there anyway.

MERRY XMAS

2009-12-25T03:45:00.003+08:00

HEE I CAN READ IT OVER AND OVER AGAINNNNNNNNN

YES RIGHT

2009-12-22T18:30:00.013+08:00

These two weekdays are indeed very bitter.

Should I go back to the private space? I want to release everything there but the contents are too horrifying, too terrified to want to remember.

HEE

2009-12-09T13:39:00.010+08:00

Last night was New Moon + 可口面.

HEEEEEEE

HELLOOO

2009-12-08T14:38:00.003+08:00

It's been a long wait.

Welcome backkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

HURRY

2009-12-01T22:22:00.004+08:00

I'm waiting for the phone call that will pull me through the week.

Hurry. There's not much time left.

2009-11-29T20:11:00.003+08:00

I need to visit darling Chia soon. I heard he got into some trouble.

Last night we were a bunch of GOOD BOYS GONE BAD.

Many WTF and epic moments. Words cannot describe it at all.

2009-11-28T03:32:00.004+08:00

I want us to be tight forever. I want to hang on no matter what. Never let me go please. Everytime I listen to this song, I feel I can be so much nicer to you.

I dont care how others look at me. As long my conscience is clear, as long as I'm doing the right thing.

HEE

2009-11-23T22:41:00.001+08:00

WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE TMR!

YES RIGHT

2009-11-14T20:44:00.007+08:00

When you feel rock bottom, the small palm is always there.

GYM

2009-11-14T13:39:00.004+08:00

GYM SUCKS. IT GIVES YOU PERIOD. IT MAKES YOU FRUSTRATED.

BUT I'M STILL GOING FOR TRAINING LATER.

CHEEEEEBAI.

2009-11-08T23:31:00.005+08:00

I never fail to feel tired on Sundays. Today was scorching hot, I feel like a roasted pig now. I'm glad I managed to accomplish something even though its not something very amazing but I feel satisfied. I finally got a proper iphone, not one with cracked screens, dents and scratches or spoilt speakers. I'm going to feel like a god again hehehe

Attachment starts tomorrow again. This sucks but I'm going to gym after that.

WHAT A BORING LIFESTYLE

2009-10-31T21:05:00.007+08:00

Today's training was super tiring but all the rowing in the rain made me feel so man. I didnt want to die being struck by lightning though. The rain sucks, tmr is SUNday so it should be scorching hot.

I want to become dark and tan and look fitz like Clement Chia. TEEHEEX. I guess I'm gonna slack for awhile now before the trials tmr. 21 days left to Regatta.

I'll get in. I'll try my best. Failure is never wrong, giving up is.

2009-10-08T23:10:00.001+08:00

It's all going to be okay

-

2009-10-04T12:18:00.002+08:00

What happened to the days when we were so young and innocent. Back then , there were no ciggarettes no alcohol. We only had our computers and game consoles. We always went home late but not early in the morning. We watched movies. Played LAN. Talk shit.

Tell me what really happened.

Sometimes I wish I never grew up.

2009-09-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

" NICE "

2009-09-20T04:47:00.001+08:00

I've got :

NICE GPA
NICE CREDIT CARD BILL
NICE PETROL BILL

and I just got back from a very NAISE night cycle and I am going off to have a NICE sleep now

2009-09-11T16:01:00.004+08:00

ATTACHMENT IS STARTING IN 3 DAYS TIME AND NO FREE PARKING?! Maybe I should have gone for a bike license first but i think i am going to sign up for bike soon. I saw Chia and his cool SP. I want a SP tooooo siann. I want angel eyes. I want neon lights. I want everything!

NO WAY AM I TAKING BUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ALL THE WAY TO BISHAN.

2009-09-02T08:51:00.003+08:00

Do you know why I am so up early in the morning! Because I have turned over a new leaf hehehe. I quit being a night animal, i quit drinking, i quit smoking and i quit fast food cause physical fitness test is coming soon and i am sibei kan chiong.

I am leading a healthy lifestyle from now on and I am going to the gym in 15 mins time. I want to grow bigger and leaner!

2009-08-30T07:20:00.001+08:00

Too many things coming at me right now, I dont need another one thanks

SIGH

2009-08-27T13:30:00.004+08:00

I witnessed the first death of my closest kin at the age of 12 and yesterday another part of my family piece was broken yet again. It is quite difficult to accept death especially when it is your close ones.

I cannot afford to lose anybody else right now. Yes right, not you.

HOWWW

2009-08-25T03:18:00.003+08:00

How nowww, just now i was feeling sibei sian but now luckily the sian feeling is gone or maybe not just as bad.

The sound of my car is fecking imba loud, i got irritated after a short drive. I may change back to the stock exos anytime :/ I let CM drive back to his house and his driving sucks. And i just got home not long ago! How early againnnnnnnnnn pffttttt

SO MUCH TO REVISE FOR THE EXAMS. JI PAI SIAO LIAO!!!!

HEEEEEEE

2009-08-16T19:06:00.004+08:00

Where got ghost is the only movie that didnt scare the shit out of me. You know me, I will never watch horror movies. But it was crazily funny and the hokkien jokes were sibei ho chio.

Ate prata after that , I know damn fattening but I dont give a damn cause I'm not the only fat one hahaha! I cant believe the time I got home because the sun was already rising. HOW EARLY

" Talk non stop, smile non stop like an idiot. But i like can." NOT I SAY ONE HEEE.

And cannot photocopy notes for BPE, they must be handwritten! WTF MAN, my fingers are going to rot from writing and I am only left with two days and lastly, I am not looking forward to getting drunk at all. seriouslyyyy.

2009-08-10T10:06:00.003+08:00

I am not scared what the future holds, I dont care what they say.

What matters is that I know and I care

SERIOUS

2009-08-09T08:43:00.003+08:00

I think I found my way back but I am still not sure.

Anyway, no more partying and drinking for the next 2 weeks! Later eating buffet with my 2 faggot cousins at kuishinbo and off to ngee ann gym to whack weights with norris.

Now I'm way too fat, way too fat!

2009-07-07T19:43:00.003+08:00

I know this was like centuries ago I'm still going to do it anyway cause I think F.T Island's gig is damn farking gooddddd.

We bloody waited around for 6 hours till the concert actually started. Nearly all of the fans were girls sia, I could count the guys hanging around with my 2 hands.

I was singing damn happily to Bad Woman and screaming like a siao cheebai because it was too damn good.

And I have fucking WISP to complete and it is being a complete cheebai cause there is so much shit to do. I didnt know Georgia was at war during 2008 until today sia knn. AHHH so much to do. Im going to stop here

I have a bad feeling about tmr lehhh howwwwwwwwwwwwwwww?

HEHEX

2009-06-29T22:59:00.004+08:00

Nabei cheebai. Limpei now got a fucking sore eye now and it hurts whenever I blink sia. I think I beo too many zharbors over the past few days and I think I shall stop doing that. I know Amanda and Szu Hui will just say that I am hum sup and tiko cause everytime I have the playboy face and I like to jia ba but knn I am damn innocent okay.

I dont know why I am typing all these but I think I'm doing this for fun. Anyway I'll try and blog some exciting stuff about the past few days, F.T Island included. But I dont think its anything much anyway TEEHEEX!

WOAH TAI OVER LE

2009-06-20T05:53:00.003+08:00

This is crazy. I just got home 5 minutes ago. Thats pretty early right? Early in the morning hahaha. I think tmr will just be the same. I'm leaving the house almost everyday at 11pm and reaching home damn early in the morning.

My body feels so screwed up now and I don't even feel like attending training. In the end I think i'll just go and go through hell again.

FARK it feels fun and screwed up at the same time. Anyway this pic to sum it all up hahaha!

HOLY COW HOLY COW

2009-06-17T21:13:00.003+08:00

SNSD IS GOING TO MAKE THEIR COMEBACK IN ABOUT A WEEKS TIME OMG!!!!

I cant wait for the teasers. But the photo is already enough to kill

See how pretty my Noona is in the HAHAHA campaign. She cant get any prettier or more charismatic than this.

BYE I'm going to have fun with my car

FARKK

2009-06-14T15:06:00.002+08:00

My parents are going to korea tomorrow and if possible, I would have followed them so i can meet my Tiffany Noona there hahahaha.

This is not fair, i want to go korea and see my noonas!!

2009-06-05T12:18:00.006+08:00

My class starts at 4pm today and because of that i am now going crazy over

2NE1

Kickass image and full of charisma. Which girl group can be more badass than them?

EFFU TEE ISLAND!!

2009-06-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

At least something to look forward to during the holidays!

2009-06-02T00:45:00.000+08:00

I dont even have time to settle down and now all the tests and overdue assignments are killing me

URGHH

IM BACKKKKK

2009-05-31T20:47:00.005+08:00

Hello everybardy, I'm back from taiwan!!!!!! The competition had alot of strong competitors but im going back next stronger for sure and i will show no mercy at all. RnR was pretty fun, walked around, LOOKED around and LOOKED around HAHAHA.

I did not bring along my digital camera so i only have these 2 pictures so I have no choice but to wait for my teammates to upload the rest HEHE

Lepak-ing at Hostel hahahahahha

I got these all on the first day HAHAHHA

WOO!

2009-05-21T21:26:00.003+08:00

I went to Esso for my second date but I had limited cash so i could only feed my girlfriend about 6 litres of petrol and somemore i pump the cheapest one hahahah!

I cant wait for the taiwan trip next wednesday but i have to clear all my assignments before hand and i also have to change to the taiwan currency.

so many many things to do but so little time.

YESS

2009-05-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

YESS TAEYEON JELLY YOU ARE SO HOT!!!!!

OMG <3

2009-05-18T20:53:00.003+08:00

I'm left with paint and sound system.

I need to hurry up!

2009-05-06T20:03:00.001+08:00

AWESOME!!

OH and I'm going to start pimping my ride this weekend! HEHEHEHHE

HURRY HURRY

2009-05-02T21:56:00.003+08:00

Its coming its coming its coming!!!!!!!!!!!

I've got another extra mouth to feed now but its okay i dont mind at all!! HAHAHAHAHHA

Training was a killer today and whats worse is that there is another training tomorrow morning. DIE LA

i go sleep liao

2009-05-01T12:32:00.001+08:00

I keep smiling at the thought of it

TEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Nothing beats this feeling!

2009-04-29T15:20:00.003+08:00

Luckily I'm heading to the gym later or not i'll be breaking every single damn thing in the house

2009-04-25T09:33:00.003+08:00

Its true that i have the best distraction in life right now but its the PA race later

LAIIII AH!!!!

2009-04-18T21:20:00.002+08:00

NABEI CHEEBAI DULAN

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okay maybe not

***

2009-04-17T18:45:00.005+08:00

It is tomorrow. Gymmed earlier on and i can only rest now and prepare mentally for tomorrow. I feel so weak now but after watching this i guess i'm prepared. HEHE

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TMR TIME TRIAL, TRAINING PLUS 42km CYCLE

LAI AH NABEI CHEEBAI

2009-04-16T19:59:00.003+08:00

Why do we not have commercials like this in Singapore?!!!

2009-04-15T14:12:00.001+08:00

POWER

TEEHEEEEEEE~

2009-04-13T16:58:00.005+08:00

My internet browsers are being a bitch. Once they dont work, i switch the com off immediately cause i'll have nothing else to do hahaha!!

Completed 42km of cycling last fri night and maybe planning another 42km this week. Besides that i'll be training like a dog this week. Cause this sunday is taiwan time trial!!

TAIWAN LAI AHH!!!!

I think this can be applied to me. HAHAHA

Oh my.

2009-04-07T17:52:00.003+08:00

I think i had the best dream ever yesterday. Ask me to wake up from my fantasies but you know i'd rather sleep forever in that dream. I won't talk about it but you can ask me HEHEHHEHE.

I was talking to weijin on msn last night and we were hunting for pics and gifs and of course i want to show off my hardwork HAHAH!

How can a girl ever get so cute!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG and and check this out!!

Tiffany is the new HOT

All these are really strength sappers but i'm still going to the gym later.

I want my spot in taiwan race. LAIIIIIIII

TEEHEEE

2009-04-04T12:06:00.008+08:00

OMG I caught SNSD on music bank on cable tv yesterday and it was damn powerrrrrrrrrr.

I think i waste alot of my life watching videos and tv but its okay. I'm not the only one HAHAHAHHAHAHA

She is really my winking queen.

OMGAWDZ

2009-03-31T11:51:00.002+08:00

Ate korean food for the past 2 days. I am a korean wanna-be right now hahahha. I met darren up at bukit timah yesterday just to eat korean food. Went to his house to watch Soshi and kope videos.

I wake up every morning and when i turn on the computer, i smile like a retard

Tiffany is so pretty in this video!!

JI PAI SIAO LIAO

2009-03-28T12:33:00.005+08:00

Once a fanboy, forever a fanboy. I think i'm also going to die as one. HAHAHHAHAH

*MELTS*

2009-03-27T10:52:00.004+08:00

I can understand why nobody by wonder girls is such a big hit but but but even the bengs are listening to them.

Plus SNSD is so much better

OMG just look at her face expression! 太over了！！

DOGS

2009-03-24T15:13:00.002+08:00

I have friends who are like dogs cause they just asked me for another round of left 4 dead when they actually said:

Lets not play until saturday

HAHHAHAHHA

BEST

2009-03-23T09:50:00.003+08:00

BEST LA!!! I think I can waste all the saturday nights for this hahaha. We played till around 3am last saturday night and Tuan jiaw sucks cause i killed him with smoker so easily hahahah!

And i cant believe i went for training the next day. I slept less than 3 hours altogether. Must be my love for tiffany!

太over了！

DRAINED OUT

2009-03-21T10:56:00.002+08:00

I know I came back from Tioman 2 days ago but I didnt had the time to update. I was running around Singapore most of the time.

Seriously damn unlucky, i had to fall sick in Tioman and now i have the ultimate sore throat with green phlegm.

I'm heading over to Darren's place soon to get SNSD videos HEHEHEHE. MORE Tiffany to come!!!

HEHE

2009-03-12T01:16:00.003+08:00

Sometimes all you need is great brothers and a few close friends to talk to that makes your day.

James has holidays until 23rd march and Victoria is coming back in april. Well thats something to look forward to.

Another thing to look forward to is Tiffany everyday!

OMGAWD

2009-03-07T12:53:00.003+08:00

The SNSD craze is really killing me. The first thing i do whenever i come online is to find for their videos or rewatch the ones in my favourites HEHEHE

I'll really stick with you!!

2009-03-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

Finally all over

赤い糸

2009-03-02T10:06:00.001+08:00

Our red thread, which never came untied