SIGH

Why is it happening now? Wasn't it all going too perfect at the start?

I guess sometimes perfect isn't such a good sign after all.

I'll be there

Dont you worry
I hear you
Everything is gonna be alright

Nice lyrics

Nice lyrics

Nice lyrics

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You'll know once you're in my position.

20th Birthday and 1st Year Anniversary

Hi everybody. Its been quite some time since visited this place. A place I used to visit quite often before something called twitter popped out.

The title says it all.

Awesome buffet with awesome friends. They got an awesome cheesecake for me and were awesome company! Thank you so much guys. Kudos to Darren for popping by and awesome present from Glen and Darren.

One of the rare only group photos we took together hahahaha

Thank you guys again!!!

Alisa celebrated with me the next day by treating me to a simple lunch and happy hanging out around the Orchard area. She also bought me a PS3 game *winkwink* I've yet to touch it cause I have no time!!!

We also celebrated our one year anniversary within the same week. Just hanging out over at my place and we had Japanese buffet for dinner. Thats right, no presents or cards involved. It was just that simple and it was fantastic. We could do this over and over again.

I LOVE YOU DEAR!!! < 3

WHYS

I have so many WHYS in my mind right now.

I would just like to say WHY cant we just take a step back. Not everybody can do it. Everybody wants to win.

But if you can, you're heck of a person

POST-JAPAN

It has been a few weeks since Japan trip part II has passed with girl and friends. I dont know why am I talking about it only now. Everybody was counting down to the day we would go on this trip together and it was only gonna get awesome.

So two Japan trips in a matter of 4 months. When I returned to the land of the rising sun. It only reeked of awesomeness. The weather wasn't cold but it was a whole lot better than the country I was born in.

Everything is different even the people there. Not one person is alike. Everybody tries to stand out from the crowd and you HARDLY get judged for how you look.

Anyway I had a hell of a time there with friends esp the shopping and eating part. We looked so hard to find a store called cow books. We tried to find for a town off shibuya and we did awesome shopping there yet again.

We didnt manage to take a group photo probably cause everybody was getting frustrated with the hot weather and the amount of walking had to do. But the memories are here to stay, close to the heart.

I hope my girl-friends enjoyed it as much as I did and I definitely wanna take another trip with them again back to the land of the rising sun.

ANGST

I'm boiling

ANGST

Its really sad to see myself getting frustrated over stupid things but I cant help it.

DUMBFOUNDED

I dont like problems. I like everything to be smooth sailing. I really need this. All these problems are too much for a 19 year old to handle. Who else could listen to my problems. Who else could lend a listening ear and cheer me up. Who else would be willing to stand by me.

Its 2.40am now. I am not in the mood for the world cup but who would tuck me in bed and coax me to sleep.

Maybe Maybe Maybe.

But it is actually all the same

SUCKS

I know I have not blogged for a long time. I am caught up at many things at the moment.

I'm lost at the moment and I'm really feeling very sucky. This is no good.

Tuesday is the day I'm gonna start really serious training. Like way more serious than before. I dont want people to look down on me. Iron never gives up on me, never walks away from me. Its a true friend that I can rely on.

I cant really focus at the moment. Too many things going on in my head. Too many thoughts.

Anyway I'll keep them with myself. I'll handle it alone.

Everybody has their fair share of disappointment. Ever felt like you woke up on the wrong side of bed.

I did. Nothing seems to be going my way right nao. I dont feel good at all.

Thanks bye.

MAKE IT

It is just two days away from the PA race?

All I know is that I wont let myself down.

JAPAN AGAIN?

HOPE AND EXPECTATIONS?

Well I dont want to keep them too high

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I'll be there

when you need somebody

when you want someone who cares

PEOPLE SAY

People say you will find the person that is worth your tears one day.

People also say you will find the right person that will not even let you drip a tear.

MONDAY

PFTTT

DOT

SPEECHLESS