Bottled up

Its been something I held on so long for, something I fought so hard for.

I really hope it doesn't happen and go down the drain. I shall stop here and keep the rest to my self

日本へぜったい行って

I'll work hard. I'll save. I dont need to buy ciggarettes. I can eat less. I am surviving attachment with 2 part time jobs. I feel damn exhausted.

I'll see you there anyway.

MERRY XMAS

HEE I CAN READ IT OVER AND OVER AGAINNNNNNNNN

YES RIGHT

These two weekdays are indeed very bitter.

Should I go back to the private space? I want to release everything there but the contents are too horrifying, too terrified to want to remember.

HEE

Last night was New Moon + 可口面.

HEEEEEEE

HELLOOO

It's been a long wait.

Welcome backkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

HURRY

I'm waiting for the phone call that will pull me through the week.

Hurry. There's not much time left.

I need to visit darling Chia soon. I heard he got into some trouble.

Last night we were a bunch of GOOD BOYS GONE BAD.

Many WTF and epic moments. Words cannot describe it at all.

I want us to be tight forever. I want to hang on no matter what. Never let me go please. Everytime I listen to this song, I feel I can be so much nicer to you.

I dont care how others look at me. As long my conscience is clear, as long as I'm doing the right thing.

HEE

WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE TMR!

YES RIGHT

When you feel rock bottom, the small palm is always there.

GYM

GYM SUCKS. IT GIVES YOU PERIOD. IT MAKES YOU FRUSTRATED.

BUT I'M STILL GOING FOR TRAINING LATER.

CHEEEEEBAI.

I never fail to feel tired on Sundays. Today was scorching hot, I feel like a roasted pig now. I'm glad I managed to accomplish something even though its not something very amazing but I feel satisfied. I finally got a proper iphone, not one with cracked screens, dents and scratches or spoilt speakers. I'm going to feel like a god again hehehe

Attachment starts tomorrow again. This sucks but I'm going to gym after that.

WHAT A BORING LIFESTYLE

Today's training was super tiring but all the rowing in the rain made me feel so man. I didnt want to die being struck by lightning though. The rain sucks, tmr is SUNday so it should be scorching hot.

I want to become dark and tan and look fitz like Clement Chia. TEEHEEX. I guess I'm gonna slack for awhile now before the trials tmr. 21 days left to Regatta.

I'll get in. I'll try my best. Failure is never wrong, giving up is.

It's all going to be okay

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What happened to the days when we were so young and innocent. Back then , there were no ciggarettes no alcohol. We only had our computers and game consoles. We always went home late but not early in the morning. We watched movies. Played LAN. Talk shit.

Tell me what really happened.


Sometimes I wish I never grew up.

" NICE "

I've got :

NICE GPA
NICE CREDIT CARD BILL
NICE PETROL BILL

and I just got back from a very NAISE night cycle and I am going off to have a NICE sleep now

ATTACHMENT IS STARTING IN 3 DAYS TIME AND NO FREE PARKING?! Maybe I should have gone for a bike license first but i think i am going to sign up for bike soon. I saw Chia and his cool SP. I want a SP tooooo siann. I want angel eyes. I want neon lights. I want everything!

NO WAY AM I TAKING BUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ALL THE WAY TO BISHAN.

Do you know why I am so up early in the morning! Because I have turned over a new leaf hehehe. I quit being a night animal, i quit drinking, i quit smoking and i quit fast food cause physical fitness test is coming soon and i am sibei kan chiong.

I am leading a healthy lifestyle from now on and I am going to the gym in 15 mins time. I want to grow bigger and leaner!