CHANGE

People change too much. Sometimes to the point where you think you dont even know them anymore. It is disappointing to see them walk that path.

It is them or is it me? Could it be I never knew this side of them?

Time will tell.

I always say what happened to us. What happened to good old times?

We did not need alcohol. We did not need tobacco. We only needed real friends and our goodbyes to each other would only last until tomorrow.

PAIN

This pain is so excruciating. It has been inflicted so deep.

They cannot stop shedding. They cannot stop. They just keep flowing. I try to hold back. I try so hard to hold it back. It didnt work either.

Somebody tell me what to do please.

It has happened so sudden. I want to salvage this.

It can be done, its not over.

SIGH

Pumped in so much effort just to put you through this misery.

I really do suck afterall

TWO IN ONE

FINALLY A PROPER DATE!

Anyway I ate much at dinner just now. All the BBQ beef, sotong, abalone and prata after that again at Thompson is leaving me pretty bloated right now.

Anyway Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day to you you you!

dot

I dont know. I dont understand. I suck.

They never fall

They just keep crashing

NOBODY

NOBODY WILL KNOW. NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND.

BLOCKHEAD

I guess I was really stupid.

I couldn't tell from the start.

I couldn't tell at the end either.

But at least. Now I know

ACT BIG

PROVE THEM WRONG. LEAVE THEM SPEECHLESS.

FINALLY

Finally it is here. I've been looking forward to this day.

Testimonial

Rash-Guard

M-Frame

GYM

and probably some new year's clothes.

I cant wait for 5.30pm tmr!!!

PRIORITIES

Maybe I should set my priorities right after all.

I'm gonna start from scratch again because I took a really huge fall. I shouldn't have gave up at that point. Thinking back it wasn't worth it at all, not at all.

It's hard to to be humble once you're on top of the world. Its gonna be a long and tiring road. Bit by bit I'll climb. Attachment is ending real soon. No more empty promises, no more procrastination.

After 5th feb. I need to stay focused and disciplined. It is all mind over matter. If I dont mind, it doesn't matter at all.

APRIL. MY TIME TO SHINE. YOUR TURN TO FALL.

RANDOM

Some local bands are damn awesome. I get this funny chill down my spine while listening to their music.

I think they deserve every right to make it big.

But this is Singapore, you're constricted in every way.

You want to fly, they clip your wings. You want to swim, they cut your fins.

PFFTTTT. Training later on and the sun is looking damn hot right nao

YOU AND I

YES IT STILL FEELS RIGHT.

YOU AND I

YES IT STILL FEELS RIGHT.

Bottled up

Its been something I held on so long for, something I fought so hard for.

I really hope it doesn't happen and go down the drain. I shall stop here and keep the rest to my self

日本へぜったい行って

I'll work hard. I'll save. I dont need to buy ciggarettes. I can eat less. I am surviving attachment with 2 part time jobs. I feel damn exhausted.

I'll see you there anyway.

MERRY XMAS

HEE I CAN READ IT OVER AND OVER AGAINNNNNNNNN

YES RIGHT

These two weekdays are indeed very bitter.

Should I go back to the private space? I want to release everything there but the contents are too horrifying, too terrified to want to remember.

HEE

Last night was New Moon + 可口面.

HEEEEEEE

HELLOOO

It's been a long wait.

Welcome backkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

HURRY

I'm waiting for the phone call that will pull me through the week.

Hurry. There's not much time left.