SIGH

Why is it happening now? Wasn't it all going too perfect at the start?

I guess sometimes perfect isn't such a good sign after all.

I'll be there

Dont you worry
I hear you
Everything is gonna be alright

Nice lyrics

Nice lyrics

Nice lyrics

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You'll know once you're in my position.

20th Birthday and 1st Year Anniversary

Hi everybody. Its been quite some time since visited this place. A place I used to visit quite often before something called twitter popped out.

The title says it all.

Awesome buffet with awesome friends. They got an awesome cheesecake for me and were awesome company! Thank you so much guys. Kudos to Darren for popping by and awesome present from Glen and Darren.

One of the rare only group photos we took together hahahaha

Thank you guys again!!!

Alisa celebrated with me the next day by treating me to a simple lunch and happy hanging out around the Orchard area. She also bought me a PS3 game *winkwink* I've yet to touch it cause I have no time!!!

We also celebrated our one year anniversary within the same week. Just hanging out over at my place and we had Japanese buffet for dinner. Thats right, no presents or cards involved. It was just that simple and it was fantastic. We could do this over and over again.

I LOVE YOU DEAR!!! < 3

WHYS

I have so many WHYS in my mind right now.

I would just like to say WHY cant we just take a step back. Not everybody can do it. Everybody wants to win.

But if you can, you're heck of a person

POST-JAPAN

It has been a few weeks since Japan trip part II has passed with girl and friends. I dont know why am I talking about it only now. Everybody was counting down to the day we would go on this trip together and it was only gonna get awesome.

So two Japan trips in a matter of 4 months. When I returned to the land of the rising sun. It only reeked of awesomeness. The weather wasn't cold but it was a whole lot better than the country I was born in.

Everything is different even the people there. Not one person is alike. Everybody tries to stand out from the crowd and you HARDLY get judged for how you look.

Anyway I had a hell of a time there with friends esp the shopping and eating part. We looked so hard to find a store called cow books. We tried to find for a town off shibuya and we did awesome shopping there yet again.

We didnt manage to take a group photo probably cause everybody was getting frustrated with the hot weather and the amount of walking had to do. But the memories are here to stay, close to the heart.

I hope my girl-friends enjoyed it as much as I did and I definitely wanna take another trip with them again back to the land of the rising sun.

ANGST

I'm boiling

ANGST

Its really sad to see myself getting frustrated over stupid things but I cant help it.

DUMBFOUNDED

I dont like problems. I like everything to be smooth sailing. I really need this. All these problems are too much for a 19 year old to handle. Who else could listen to my problems. Who else could lend a listening ear and cheer me up. Who else would be willing to stand by me.

Its 2.40am now. I am not in the mood for the world cup but who would tuck me in bed and coax me to sleep.

Maybe Maybe Maybe.

But it is actually all the same

SUCKS

I know I have not blogged for a long time. I am caught up at many things at the moment.

I'm lost at the moment and I'm really feeling very sucky. This is no good.

Tuesday is the day I'm gonna start really serious training. Like way more serious than before. I dont want people to look down on me. Iron never gives up on me, never walks away from me. Its a true friend that I can rely on.

I cant really focus at the moment. Too many things going on in my head. Too many thoughts.

Anyway I'll keep them with myself. I'll handle it alone.

Everybody has their fair share of disappointment. Ever felt like you woke up on the wrong side of bed.

I did. Nothing seems to be going my way right nao. I dont feel good at all.

Thanks bye.

MAKE IT

It is just two days away from the PA race?

All I know is that I wont let myself down.

JAPAN AGAIN?

HOPE AND EXPECTATIONS?

Well I dont want to keep them too high

.

I'll be there

when you need somebody

when you want someone who cares

PEOPLE SAY

People say you will find the person that is worth your tears one day.

People also say you will find the right person that will not even let you drip a tear.

MONDAY

PFTTT

DOT

SPEECHLESS

QUEEN OF HEARTS

Hello Queen of Hearts,

why wont you dedicate to me

million years ago

The most conventional way to solve a problem is to use an OLD method.

Somehow it always works.

and I am still amazed by her fingers!

HUNGRY

I am so hungry right now and

oh what did they say about hungry people again?

NOT FAIR

She has looks. She has the voice. She has awesome guitar skills.

This is not fairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I heard this song a few times on the radio but I would have never imagined she was the one who played the guitar plus she was Michael Jackson's final guitarist.

SEEING IS BELIEVING

NE

It is never easy when you are all by yourself

But dont worry. I can hear you. I know what its like.

I'll be there

24TH MARCH

Sweet child.

Where do we go now?

LOOK AT ME NOW

CHANGE

People change too much. Sometimes to the point where you think you dont even know them anymore. It is disappointing to see them walk that path.

It is them or is it me? Could it be I never knew this side of them?

Time will tell.

I always say what happened to us. What happened to good old times?

We did not need alcohol. We did not need tobacco. We only needed real friends and our goodbyes to each other would only last until tomorrow.

PAIN

This pain is so excruciating. It has been inflicted so deep.

They cannot stop shedding. They cannot stop. They just keep flowing. I try to hold back. I try so hard to hold it back. It didnt work either.

Somebody tell me what to do please.

It has happened so sudden. I want to salvage this.

It can be done, its not over.

SIGH

Pumped in so much effort just to put you through this misery.

I really do suck afterall

TWO IN ONE

FINALLY A PROPER DATE!

Anyway I ate much at dinner just now. All the BBQ beef, sotong, abalone and prata after that again at Thompson is leaving me pretty bloated right now.

Anyway Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day to you you you!

dot

I dont know. I dont understand. I suck.

They never fall

They just keep crashing

NOBODY

NOBODY WILL KNOW. NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND.

BLOCKHEAD

I guess I was really stupid.

I couldn't tell from the start.

I couldn't tell at the end either.

But at least. Now I know

ACT BIG

PROVE THEM WRONG. LEAVE THEM SPEECHLESS.

FINALLY

Finally it is here. I've been looking forward to this day.

Testimonial

Rash-Guard

M-Frame

GYM

and probably some new year's clothes.

I cant wait for 5.30pm tmr!!!

PRIORITIES

Maybe I should set my priorities right after all.

I'm gonna start from scratch again because I took a really huge fall. I shouldn't have gave up at that point. Thinking back it wasn't worth it at all, not at all.

It's hard to to be humble once you're on top of the world. Its gonna be a long and tiring road. Bit by bit I'll climb. Attachment is ending real soon. No more empty promises, no more procrastination.

After 5th feb. I need to stay focused and disciplined. It is all mind over matter. If I dont mind, it doesn't matter at all.

APRIL. MY TIME TO SHINE. YOUR TURN TO FALL.

RANDOM

Some local bands are damn awesome. I get this funny chill down my spine while listening to their music.

I think they deserve every right to make it big.

But this is Singapore, you're constricted in every way.

You want to fly, they clip your wings. You want to swim, they cut your fins.

PFFTTTT. Training later on and the sun is looking damn hot right nao

YOU AND I

YES IT STILL FEELS RIGHT.

YOU AND I

YES IT STILL FEELS RIGHT.

Bottled up

Its been something I held on so long for, something I fought so hard for.

I really hope it doesn't happen and go down the drain. I shall stop here and keep the rest to my self

日本へぜったい行って

I'll work hard. I'll save. I dont need to buy ciggarettes. I can eat less. I am surviving attachment with 2 part time jobs. I feel damn exhausted.

I'll see you there anyway.